Exams exams exams...

So it's that time again, time for exams...

It's Thursday, and I still havn't written ONE exam, I'm starting to get really annoyed. My friend has written two before I've done one. I seriously just want to move my one for Friday night to tonight, just so I can feel productive. Although once the 20th roles around, it's summmaaaah.

I also had a really odd dream last night, but it really meant a lot to me.

My girlfriend and I were at my grandmother's house, she was outside and I was inside.
My phone rang and it was my dad on the other side (this dream took place after my dad has passed).
He said "you can do whatever you want in life buddy."
Both my girlfriend and I think the dream was a way of him trying to tell me that everything's going to be okay in the end.

I still cry every time I think about what he said in that dream.

But alas, time to get back to studying....

"When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy.' They told me I didn't understand the assignment. I told them they didn't understand life."

McDons

I'm sitting in McDonalds right now, "working" on my essay for anthro that was due like, two weeks ago. I got an extension, but I don't think the professor meant this long...

Anyways, I'm wathing my girlfriend work. She's on window, which means she takes people's orders. She is the cutest most polite worker at this location. I'm sitting in a spot where she can see me, I made sure of it. Every now and then she looks over at me and smiles.

She's absolutely adorable, and I love her so much

hai dere

My girlfriend pointed out that I havn't posted in a while....
so I thought I should get back into the groove oh thangz.

After seeing my girlfriend's play multiple times and all the other plays I saw throughout the festival, I've found a new appriciation (appreciation? w/e) of theatre. I can actually sit down, and enjoy a play or soemthing along the lines of that. It feels really awesome to be able to appriciate something liek that. And I owe it all to:

We Don't Bowl in Romania
<3

School's almost over too, I'm in my first year at University of Guelph studying History. It's really nice here, but I want to switch to Toronto for school. I'm really hoping I ACTUALLY get in to the places I applied too, that would be super-awesome and I'd be able to just chillll in DTT.

I recently moved into my mom's place since my father passed away at the end of December. I really don't mind living with her, I just hate the idea of living a 15-20 minute drive away from my girlfriend, my friends, and my life in Whitby. If I do get into a school in Toronto, I eventually want to get a place downtown, just a small apartment or something right in the heart.

I had a dream actually about that last night. My girlfriend and I had a place downtown together. It was snowing, so it must have been sometime in December. We had a fire place burning as we were sitting on a couch reading our own books. Our legs were all bunched together and we were both under blankets. It was probably one of the best dreams I have ever had, I want it to become true so badly. It would be the best thing evar.

Sleepytimes

She's sleeping on my lap,
I've never been happier.

But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And probably be happy.

Showtime

This isn't something that's stressing me out, I thought I'd change it up a bit.


My best friend had her first show today for a play that she wrote and directed.

I've never really told her how proud I am of her for writing and performing in this play and everything that has to do with it. I can be kinda shy and stuff when I'm telling people my true feelings.

She has gone through so much stress and troubles for this play. Like not rehearsing in her dress until her dress rehearsal. And running around town looking for the best pair of shoes. And dealing with countless amounts of a missing cast. Through all this shit, she never lost her cool with this play.

I find her amount of passion to be beyond words. She has committed so much of her time and life to this play and theatre in general. I am so incredibly proud that she wrote, directed, and performed in this play. I cannot even find words to express what I'm feeling with regards to her passion and her show overall.

She is amazing in every aspect.

I'm going Friday and Saturday.

And I can't wait.