I just thought having some place to express my feelings instead of keeping them in my head was a good idea, thus the creation of this blog.
I'm new to this, so I don't really know how to write down what I want to say.
I guess you could say I'm a shy person sometimes. Well, a lot of the time actually.
I'm stressed out beyond belief. I guess I can start from here.
What's stressing me out the most is the death of my father. He died on the 27th of December from cardiac arrest. What makes it worse is that he went into the hospital on my 18th birthday, the 19th of December. To add onto that, I came home at 3:30-4 in the morning from hanging out with my friends for my birthday and my dad was on the couch. When I walked in, he said "Happy Birthday Bud".
That was one of the last things he ever said to me, he went into the hospital that night.
He was 45 years old.
The last thing I ever said to him was "I love you". You have no idea how grateful that those were my last words to him.
My dad was the most influential person in my life. He conquered the death of his mother, father, and brother. But at least he's back with his family now. And all of his friends that went way to early just like he did.
Oma. Opa. Uncle Dave. Dad. I love all of you. And I will never stop. Ever.
I have a lot of other things that are stressing me out right now, but I think I'll save those for another post some other time. Maybe tonight actually.
-Shane
I'm stressed out beyond belief. I guess I can start from here.
What's stressing me out the most is the death of my father. He died on the 27th of December from cardiac arrest. What makes it worse is that he went into the hospital on my 18th birthday, the 19th of December. To add onto that, I came home at 3:30-4 in the morning from hanging out with my friends for my birthday and my dad was on the couch. When I walked in, he said "Happy Birthday Bud".
That was one of the last things he ever said to me, he went into the hospital that night.
He was 45 years old.
The last thing I ever said to him was "I love you". You have no idea how grateful that those were my last words to him.
My dad was the most influential person in my life. He conquered the death of his mother, father, and brother. But at least he's back with his family now. And all of his friends that went way to early just like he did.
Oma. Opa. Uncle Dave. Dad. I love all of you. And I will never stop. Ever.
I have a lot of other things that are stressing me out right now, but I think I'll save those for another post some other time. Maybe tonight actually.
-Shane
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